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i grew up in the midwest uh my typical

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midwestern family a christian upbringing

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i went to a baptist church

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i was in the middle of uh two brothers i

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have a brother who's seven years older

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and a brother who's seven years younger

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and my mom used to call us for seven

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year rich and my mother was a hair

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stylist and my father was an

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entrepreneur and i you know went to

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school normal school public school

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graduated from high school and came to

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california i woke up and i was not in my

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bed any longer i was standing in what i

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thought was an elevator

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i was paralyzed

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um i had no idea how i could have been

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taken from my bed in the middle of the

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night and not known it

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and

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just appeared in this elevator but that

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was the case i was pushed into

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a room that i described as a large

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hospital ward

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there were

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tiny little tables about a foot and a

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half

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all through this hospital ward and there

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were unconscious human beings laying on

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all of these tables and there were these

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little um

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short off-white beans naked guys with

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big black

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eyes doing things to these people on

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these tables i was taken into a small

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room and i was presented a little girl

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about two years old

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and she was beautiful she was very

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human-looking she had big blue eyes and

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long blonde hair

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but she lacked emotion

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and

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said to me isn't she a beautiful baby

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and telepathically they were

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communicating to me that it was my child

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and i was

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absolutely in shock i'm in this room and

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i'm seeing this

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two-year-old little girl and they're

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telling me it's mine i'm saying you're

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crazy this isn't mine it can't be mine i

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don't know what you're talking about um

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leave me alone i'm not gonna do this i'm

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not gonna participate in this i hate

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that idea that i'm a messenger you know

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um

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i'm just a normal person who happens to

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know too much i know too much i've seen

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the future i've seen

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the world from another perspective

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i can just talk about it if that makes

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me a messenger maybe i'm a messenger

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but that message is out there you know

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it's not it's like how many times

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can we be told something

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not apparently not enough i came home

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went to bed

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i woke up and i was not in my bed any

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longer i was standing in what i thought

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was an elevator

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i was paralyzed and there were these

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little um

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short off-white beans naked guys with

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big black eyes

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doing things to these people on these

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tables and i didn't know if i was going

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to live through the night i really

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thought that these people might be dead

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and i thought that i was going to be

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next so i started screaming and

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a taller alien

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that looked just like these guys

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walked up behind me and slapped me on

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the back of the neck and i started to

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pass out

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next thing i knew i woke up i was in a

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smaller room by myself on a table

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and

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you know i'm completely disoriented i

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don't know where i am i don't know

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what's happened to me i had an

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experience where they

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put a metal rod to my tailbone and they

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take skin samples

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i had something shoved up my nose

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i felt this drug

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feeling come over my body and i knew

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that i was going to be unconscious

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within a matter of seconds and there

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wasn't anything that i could do about it

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and i woke up back in my bed

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and at that point

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you know i was just i thought that i was

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had completely lost my mind i knew i

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wasn't hallucinating but it was the only

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logical explanation i had a very vivid

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experience of

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having

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a